I don't feel human anymore.
The pain in my heart is an everlasting sore.
What are these thing I hear?
You hurt them, I used to find you so dear.
I feel I'm not the same.
I feel like a horse that's lame.
I can't do anything.
Things around me are just happening.
Who am I?
Why?
Why did I have to be?
Me?
Torture of this life.
Their words are like a knife.
Struggling through everyday,
But I don't want to run away.
There are shadows in the walls.
I'm about to fall
Into a place
Where they never see your face.
Drifting away from where I am.
Wishing that where you are is where I stand.
I was always thinking of you.
I loved you more than you knew.
Now I must
Never trust
Again
Until the end.
It was unique.
Now I seek
Someone who
Is just as good as you.
I don't think it's possible.
You find the dumbest things to become sad about.
You sure like conflict, that's no doubt.
Why do you continue to be so lame?
Some day they'll all put you to shame.
It seems as if you have no soul.
All the things you said, you stole.
Your words have no truth, they are all lies.
When we get into battles, it's a tie.
I won't stand around like a good guy on the street.
The look in my eye, you surely can't beat.
I am tired of playing nice.
When you are next seen you'll be as cold as ice.
You alone, were never kind.
You took away my piece of mind.
I'm not the person that you thought.
I'm not a person that you tought.
I woke up this morning.
You were yelling again.
I need to get away.
I've gotta find my friends.
Why do you keep doing this?
You need to give me control of my life.
What's your damage?
You are making us live in strife.
I only said one thing to you.
You had to go off.
You made me feel like nothing.
You hurt me with all of this stuff.
You hated the true me,
So I had to lied to you.
You have been driving me crazy.
You left me with words that are not true.
hmmm I need an icon.....must attack photoshop with a vengeance....make myself a cool one thats worthy of the name censorstock.
Hahaha yeah right I'll probably slap something together in two seconds. thats always the way it goes. any ideas on what I can do?
clubs im in!!!
!Photographics (https://www.deviantart.com/photographics)
lots of pics are going up!! I finally got all my pictures onto the computer...soooooo....now i upload them!!
Ich habe alle meine fotos auf mein computer hier in meine neue familie....und jetzt ich mache uploading fur alles was ich kann, weil ich zeit haben!! ich habe ganz viel fotos!!
I think all that german is right...tho im not sure.
http://censorfish.deviantart.com regular art site that will have pretty photos up soon as well.
http://livejournal.com/~censorfish my livejournal
There will be new pics up soon....I might have to do it from a friends house tho...since this computer could crash any second...tho its been doing pretty good at the moment....hasn|t crashed yet.